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Subject: .in your world, no one is dying alone. Time: 8:17 pm. music: "in your world", muse.

as of 19th october, 2002... ;;;.locked. leave a note if you'd like to read. [starsabove!] x

(mend my wicked ways )

Subject: .&my lips, they don't kiss like they used to. Time: 1:49 pm. mood: sore. music: "for reasons unknown", the killers.

NOTICE! i now have a day to day journal: http://userfriendly_x.livejournal.com i'm still gonna use this one for the rare long 'in depth' posts, but yeah - please add this one if you want to read my more daily posts. :) love me xxx

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Subject: .i'm a headcase if i don't stay moving&my head hurts if i don't stay still. Time: 1:27 am. mood: cheerful. music: "insomnia", electric president.

oh god guys, im' so sorry!!! i promised to start this up again, but life has been too crazy!!!!!!!!! i'm really so sorry, i promise i will, it's just my finals are in a month so i'm crazy busy! :) but soon i will return to you all!!! i promise!! ps: i turned 18!! how are you? stephie xxx

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Subject: .i believe in memories, they look so pretty when i sleep. Time: 12:54 pm. mood: mellow. music: "better together", jack johnson.

hello i'm sorry i disappeared. i said i wouldn't and i did. i didn't mean to. it's just everything's been really really crazy. good crazy, but it's my exam year&it's been tough. well, i guess a lot has changed. i have a boyfriend of nearly three months. his name is sean&he brought me to paris for my christmas present. he's really sweet. i care about him a lot though i treat him bad a lot of the time. i've changed but i'm still the same. i'm pretty happy with my life. it's confusing but it always has been. i don't really know what to write! so i guess if anyone has any questions about what's been happening, just ask... cuz it's too hard to remember everything off the top of my head. :) anyway... i look like this -> &....i guess that's about it! i'll start writing in this again. it's good to clear my head. so tell me about you? how are you all? i've really missed you all.... all my love, stephie xxxxxxx

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Subject: .the bitterness inside is growing like the new born. Time: 11:19 pm. mood: determined. music: "new born", muse.

15th november 2004, my darling dog, my beautiful danny boy, one of the most important things to me in my life, passed away after nearly seventeen years. he's been with me every day since i was born. i love him. i love him. i will always love him. +++ i'm going away from here for a little while. maybe there's too many bad memories, maybe i'm just too busy, i'm not really sure myself. what i know is, i know i can get by. i know i can get through this without ana. i am. i'm coping. it's really really really hard but i'm here, &i'm coping. so as of now, ___on hiatus. please don't forget me, please think of me, please help me through this. i love you all very much. i'm sure i'll be okay. with love, stephie.'; xxxxx

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